something inside me

i came back to my life not knowing what i was going to get with you, not knowing exactly what we had when i left. things seemed always made up of little awkward moments of almost touching, brazed cheeks, lips that have never met, looks that have fallen into the openness of never having been.

but things aren't always what they seem. there's something underneath us both wanting to be seen by those we love. there's this feeling of adoration i can only hold onto for so long before it pours out of me out into everything around us. there's something inside me that loves you already, fiercely and terribly.