slo loved once

it's both heaven and hell to me. it's hard to go back to those days that have been trapped in memories too good to actually go back and remember because you aren't here with me anymore and i'm trying so hard to forget.
that place, it calls my body back to experience things i had years ago with people that i loved and touched back then. fingers memorizing places we'd been together.
so, now i'm trying to make new memories with people that i love now. people who are with me now. some of them are the same, some are definitely new.
but i know, i know that i will always have this place that i loved so much, this place that i once loved with you.